I have a confession...
When I was leaving Provo, on Friday, to drive to SLC I chose to take State Street to Lehi and get on the freeway in Lehi. Thus doing so I avoided the insane freeway traffic. Anyway, as I'm driving Northbound on State Street it hit me that this was the same way I would drive when I'd go get Mr. Darcy.
Instantaneously, a wave of emotion struck me and I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted to drive past his house, park my car, and march up to the front doors and demand to speak to him. Don't worry, I did not do that.
I did, however, turn off of State street in Lindon and did a quick drive by. It was eerie to me that I remembered exactly where he lived without even having to think twice about it. While I drove past his house I was tempted to flip it off or curse obscenities out the passenger window but I just smiled, and waved goodbye to my past. It was quite therapeutic for me and I feel at peace. It's only taken how long for me to really feel at peace...5 and a half months? Good heavens Andi!! :) Phew, I feel better that my confession is out there for all to read. Love you all!!
Love, Andi
When I was leaving Provo, on Friday, to drive to SLC I chose to take State Street to Lehi and get on the freeway in Lehi. Thus doing so I avoided the insane freeway traffic. Anyway, as I'm driving Northbound on State Street it hit me that this was the same way I would drive when I'd go get Mr. Darcy.
Instantaneously, a wave of emotion struck me and I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted to drive past his house, park my car, and march up to the front doors and demand to speak to him. Don't worry, I did not do that.
I did, however, turn off of State street in Lindon and did a quick drive by. It was eerie to me that I remembered exactly where he lived without even having to think twice about it. While I drove past his house I was tempted to flip it off or curse obscenities out the passenger window but I just smiled, and waved goodbye to my past. It was quite therapeutic for me and I feel at peace. It's only taken how long for me to really feel at peace...5 and a half months? Good heavens Andi!! :) Phew, I feel better that my confession is out there for all to read. Love you all!!
Love, Andi
I know the feeling. And...I love confessions. ;)
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