Relapse

Have you ever witnessed an intervention? Watching as family and friends plead with someone to forsake their ways and get help? In those moments of intervention the person being intervened(may have just made that word up lol) always seems to except the help and jump on a plane to rehab hours after the traumatic intervention but days later they check themselves out of rehab, and check back into life that they left. This is called: Relapsing.

I, Andi Empey, am an addict. I'm addicted to Mr. Darcy and I experienced a moment, ok, two moments of relapsing today. Mr. Darcy and I have text all day every day for about two months and to now go to nothing is extremely difficult. I'm still mystified as to what happened...what did I do to make him not want to talk to me? I'm sad and I only text him today because I thought for one small moment in time that he would text me back and things would be normal. Much to my chagrin my text message box remained void of any proof of his existence. "I really need a wish right now".

I've started watching "Felicity" again. Generally I watch the series once a year and relish all of my favorite moments and become emotionally invested in the characters like it was my first time watching it. I can so relate to Felicity and the analytical way she approaches everything. This is my second time watching the series this year. I'm not sure what that may mean. :)
I just know it makes me forget, if for only a moment, about things that are happening in my own life. Or that are not happening in my case.



Love, Andi