It's sunday night around 9:45pm pst. The tv is on and 'Last Comic Standing' is blaring in my background. Inbetween my sporadic thoughts regarding Mr. Darcy(yes, I'm still thinking about him), and all of the random things that happen to cross my mind, I find myself laughing at some of the comics dumb jokes.
Yesterday, was one of those fabulous days that happens every once in awhile. The sun was shining and the weather was unusually cool for a mid-June Vegas day. My Mom and I drove to Boulder City,NV and went to lunch at the Southwest Diner. The Southwest Diner is located off of the main drag in town and as we pulled into our parking spot on the side of the street I couldn't help but to feel thankful. Walking into the diner the tiniest beads of rain began to fall onto the sidewalk. We were seated at a table in the middle of the room and our beverages were brought to us in mason jars. Nothing like diet coke and ice in a really big mason jar. :) Eating my food I drank in the scenery, the smells, the people, and the way I felt. After lunch we went and saw 'The Karate Kid' at the Fiesta Casino in Henderson. I must say that is one of my favorite places in this town. If you ever come to town I'll take you there. ;)
Friday night I got to go to The Drafthouse with Andrea and Tiffany. I had so much fun eating chicken fingers, fries, and watching people drink way too much. Namely the people that met us there. I love people that drink more than they probably should. During my time at The Drafthouse I was texting Tyler. Tyler, is a guy from this past year. I really liked him but ruined it because I was having family drama. that was a huge non-sequitor comment. After I dropped andrea and tiffany at their homes I made the drive back to Henderson. On my way home the skies opened up, and almost as if they were sad right along with me, rain drops began pelting my windshield.
Before I end this post I want to touch on my dreams. I sometimes really hate my dreams. A few nights ago I had a dream where Mr. Darcy was texting me again and I was soo excited. When I woke up I was very depressed and had to really work on not being sad. Last night I had a dream that my friend Mike was telling me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. Which this really makes me laugh because this was a dream of mine back in 2003. It's haunting me again. I'm much older now but waking up to my reality is still not very cool...the reality that I'm alone.
I was at the Hallmark store yesterday and saw a sign with a quote from Cinderella. "If you keep on believing the dreams that you dare to dream really will come true." I'll keep on dreaming because he is "somewhere out there" and I will find him.
Love, Andi
Yesterday, was one of those fabulous days that happens every once in awhile. The sun was shining and the weather was unusually cool for a mid-June Vegas day. My Mom and I drove to Boulder City,NV and went to lunch at the Southwest Diner. The Southwest Diner is located off of the main drag in town and as we pulled into our parking spot on the side of the street I couldn't help but to feel thankful. Walking into the diner the tiniest beads of rain began to fall onto the sidewalk. We were seated at a table in the middle of the room and our beverages were brought to us in mason jars. Nothing like diet coke and ice in a really big mason jar. :) Eating my food I drank in the scenery, the smells, the people, and the way I felt. After lunch we went and saw 'The Karate Kid' at the Fiesta Casino in Henderson. I must say that is one of my favorite places in this town. If you ever come to town I'll take you there. ;)
Friday night I got to go to The Drafthouse with Andrea and Tiffany. I had so much fun eating chicken fingers, fries, and watching people drink way too much. Namely the people that met us there. I love people that drink more than they probably should. During my time at The Drafthouse I was texting Tyler. Tyler, is a guy from this past year. I really liked him but ruined it because I was having family drama. that was a huge non-sequitor comment. After I dropped andrea and tiffany at their homes I made the drive back to Henderson. On my way home the skies opened up, and almost as if they were sad right along with me, rain drops began pelting my windshield.
Before I end this post I want to touch on my dreams. I sometimes really hate my dreams. A few nights ago I had a dream where Mr. Darcy was texting me again and I was soo excited. When I woke up I was very depressed and had to really work on not being sad. Last night I had a dream that my friend Mike was telling me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me. Which this really makes me laugh because this was a dream of mine back in 2003. It's haunting me again. I'm much older now but waking up to my reality is still not very cool...the reality that I'm alone.
I was at the Hallmark store yesterday and saw a sign with a quote from Cinderella. "If you keep on believing the dreams that you dare to dream really will come true." I'll keep on dreaming because he is "somewhere out there" and I will find him.
Love, Andi
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